I’m feeling adventurous lately and I’m going even further from my usual routine by writing about a TV show. I watch a lot of TV but don’t normally post about it since there isn’t enough time in the day. This show however seems to be right up my alley and I have to talk about it. Science Fiction is my favorite genre without question, from books to movies to TV, I can’t get enough of it. The premise of the show is like Black Mirror but based on short stories by Philip K. Dick, who you might know as the author of Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? which you may know as the inspiration for the movie Blade Runner, which you might know as one of the most critically acclaimed science fiction movies of all time.
In the first episode, titled Real Life, we follow Sarah, a cop in this futuristic world with flying cars. She takes a vacation to this sort of fantasy world that you enter with these electrodes that you put on your temples. It isn’t the first time I’ve seen a plot like this; Black Mirror and Buffy the Vampire Slayer both have episodes on it, and it’s in movies like eXistenZ. It may not be fresh and new, but it’s a plot that I usually enjoy. In this one, you start off with the belief that the first world is the real world and that when she goes on vacation that that is the reality. As the plot starts to unravel you notice similarities between the worlds that make you start to wonder if the first world is reality after all.
I want to compare it to the episode of Buffy because I think they go down extremely similar paths but with opposite outcomes. In Buffy, she’s poisoned which causes her to have these hallucinations that she was never the Slayer and has been in a mental hospital the whole time. Her life as she knew it was just a fantasy that she created in her head. So in Buffy she was living in her fantasy world, her escape from real life, and was thrust back into the dark, cruel reality of her life. In Real Life, she was living in her reality, and is rudely thrust into a dark fantasy where she’s made to suffer. Other similarities include the fact that both feature female leads and both in their first worlds are “super”, one being the Slayer and the other being a super cop.
It’s interesting to analyze the ending of each episode because the more I think about it, the more I can’t decide if they chose similar fates or not. In Buffy, she ultimately ends up deciding to live in her fantasy world as the chosen one, leaving behind her family and any semblance of a normal teenage life. She chooses the hard road, perhaps for her friends, perhaps out of a sense of duty to the people she was chosen to protect, real or imaginary. In this life, she has a purpose and a good support system and she decides to stick with it. You could also argue that she chose to live as the Slayer because she couldn’t really tell which world was real and the people in her “fantasy” had more to lose if they were actually the reality. It’s sort of sacrificial in a way, but I felt that she chose the better of the two options in the end.
Now in Real Life, Sarah ultimately decides to live in her fantasy world as well, leaving behind her wife and job as the super cop. The difference being that Sarah’s real life is like all the best parts of both of Buffy’s worlds and her fantasy is all of the bad. It’s almost like Sarah is doing it to punish herself. She feels guilty about decisions that she’s made in the past and to her she doesn’t deserve her real life. Her decision to stay in the fantasy is more out of anger at herself than any kind of purpose like Buffy. It feels like she was almost choosing between living eternally in Heaven or Hell and she chose Hell. Clearly, if she chose Hell then she chose the worse of the two options in the end.
Maybe I put too much thought into some random episodes of TV but I love them and how they mess with my head. Which world would I choose… which world would you choose?